Redeemed

It's been a bit of a rough time here lately. The Lord has been so good to me, even if i don't always realize it or acknowledgde it.
Psalm 130 says it best:
Out of the depths I cry to you, O Lord;
O Lord, hear my voice, Let your ears be attentive to my cry for mercy.
If you, O Lord, kept a record of sina, O Lord who could stand?
But with you there is forgiveness; therefore you are feared.
I wait for the Lord, my soul waits, and in his word I put my hope.
My soul waits for the Lord, more than watchmen wait for the morning.
O [Amanda], put your hope in the Lord, for with the Lord there is unfailing love and with him is FULL REDEMPTION. He himself will redeem [me] from all my sin.

He gave me the huge gift of revealing my sin and as hard as it was to see it exposed, it was so good because i know i have full forgiveness and that he is working good in my life through it. i try to humbly receive his rebuke, because I know he loves me and only wants to see me walking in his love and grace.

This little trial time in my life has been marked by the song Inside Out...

A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in your grace

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
my heart and my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Your will above all else, my purpose remains
The art of losing myself in bringing you praise

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
In my heart, in my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise
From the inside out Lord, my soul cries out

i love the Lord more than i ever have, though i still have a long way to go. i absolutely cherish the clarity he gives. i love him even more because he has shown me what it means to live life abundantly.... so that is what i will cling to, Him and Him alone.